Idk

My life is too much for me to handle. It's awful but some times I don't want to be here. Now I would never commit suicide because I believe in Jesus and I know that's wrong. But I want to give up. My family is all screwed up and never been there for me. My mother is mentally disabled and my father was never there. My siblings are out of control. Now I'm with a different family and they don't want me either. I feel like I must be doing something wrong for everyone to hate me. I can't deal with any thing else though and idk what to do.
An Ep User An EP User
1 Response Jan 14, 2013

I'm sorry to hear that you're in such a rough situation. I'm also glad to hear that you are thinking about suicide- as long as you're alive, there's a chance for things to get better.
It's totally understandable that going through such rough situations would affect you. Talk to a doctor or counsellor about mental health treatment.
Have a Hug.