No Support

I moved away with hubby and 2 kids after being on his parents farm all his life working for them. It was awesome to get away. Made great friends. Kids had an awesome school. We had a great family life. Moved back 8 months ago just before bub 3 Arrived and I hate it here. Really really hate it. His parents treat me like ****. The school is crap I have no friends. My family are closer yes. But they use me to dup their kids here in the holidays. Plus I am milking full time. Yes with a baby. Who goes to his mums and when I pick them up she tells me I am raising them wrong. Plus on top of all of that we have not been paid anything for 4 months!!! I have no idea how I am buying formulae this month as I am so stressed I can't feed bub now. Yet the mother in law who isment to pay us has money to drink a slab a day minimum and buy whatever she wants. I hate my life so much. Have told hubby a couple times and he has done nothjng