Last year my boyfriend of only 3 months broke up with me. It came out of no where. I had given him everything. Heartbroken, it took me months to get over the shock. He was the first guy I had ever loved. Ever since then, it seems as if I have been diving in and out of depression. Id go through phases of wondering what I had to live four. These past 6 months have been the hardest. I feel as if I am all alone. Life goes on all around me and it feels like a marathon to get through some days. No one I talk to understands and all the good friends I have are in relationships and are preoccupied. I am not sure what to do. I just want to enjoy life again. I wonder if I should go see a doctor about how I feel.