I am 22 years old, and I have lived with my girlfriend since I was 14, I never did make a lot of good choices in my life and I only started doing them last year and I have spent almost every second of the last 8 years with her, and now we are apart but she says she wants to fix things but she is telling this other guy on Facebook (who she knew I thought something of which is why we broke up) that she loves him while that same day she is telling me they are just friends even when on her birthday Jan 16th he bought her a heart necklace from peoples and she said it was just a gift from a friend. Well now I have no friends since I stopped anything with anyone in high school. No job, no education which I am trying to get now but I am to depressed because I love her so much yet I am always screwing everything up and at this point she just seems like she is leading me on. I don't know what to do anymore, where to go. I haven't eaten in almost a week, I barely sleep and now her friends are harassing me on Facebook for no reason and the pain is just to much with nothing left in my life.