The End Of My Rope.
i don't know how i've made it this far. i've been diagnosed as major depression/cyclothymia. i'm reaching the end of my rope rapidly.
my husband treats me like crap. he constantly yells at me in public and then treats me somewhat decent at home. i feel like less than nothing.
i have a crap job that i can't support myself on, so moving out isn't an option. i have no family to go back to either, other than my parents, and they told me i'm not welcome again.
i don't know what to do anymore. i have no way out of a crappy marriage, and no one to turn to for help because i'm not being physically abused. that's the only way a shelter will take me. i just don't know what to do anymore.