A Bit Lost.

I'm  17 years old I've been just jabbed in the face with problems. I know it's the typical teen problems but it gets sort of hard to carry as they keep piling up. All I can do for now is just..vent.

Love. Yeah, I think everyone has problems with this. I liked this girl for a long time now and I started talking to her earlier this year. She's just..adorable. She laughs at everything, gets concerned and just makes me feel that I exist.. But when it comes to my friend, she completely shuns me whenever he's around, it's sort of painful.. I can't do anything but envy him. I've wanted to talk to her about my feelings and whenever I try to, it seems like she just wants to get to know my friend better or she just starts talking about him randomly. I guess this is called jealousy, but it's not a crime to be jealous, is there? I haven't talked to her in the longest time and..I was wondering if I should go back and just give a quick hello and try to continue..trying to be that person that she's looking for..but at the same time, I don't want to be that "awkward" guy.

Losing those who you trust. It's great to have someone to go to when you're down. I think I've lost those people that I've trusted. I can't go to anyone else since..both my parents wouldn't understand the situations, I'm not too close to my other friends and consulting other adults is out of the question for me. (Personal Reasons) Those that I've trusted.. either fell into "trying to impress other people" or "I label myself, I shouldn't be talking to you." I really don't know what to do..I have problems..yeah...and I want to just talk about them, see what they have to say. Out of sympathy or not, I don't care, I just want feedback.. Or someone to listen too..they don't have to say anything back..

It may sound a bit selfish but..I want someone to hear me out. Someone to understand. Be it a stranger, I just need a shoulder to lean on..anybody.
SleeplessEnigma SleeplessEnigma
18-21, M
1 Response Jul 28, 2010

Hi SleeplessEnigma,Having been lonely my whole life I totally understand ur feelings of not having anyone to turn to for relef in unburdening urself.If u go to my blog u can read what i mean.I have since raised 5 children quite finely even if i made mistakes so u r welcome to talk to me any time u wish.There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.Friendship offering<3