Don't you feel the iron grasp of pain becuase you're lonely? I've never communicated with anyone on a serious emotional level because no one really gets me and I haven't been able to trust anyone yet, I broke down in front of my 'friends' crying and made up excuses about why I was crying like girls (that i make up) and what not.

I see couples kissing and friends having fun, I see happy families and smiling old people, I see Love and I don't feel any of it myself, I just hurt..I hurt so much..I don't cut or mutilate myself in any way shape or form but the temptation of jumping off a cliff near my all too tempting..and that scares me

utterfool utterfool
18-21, M
1 Response Apr 10, 2008

I feel the exact same way. Sometimes I don't know how I can keep going on day after day feeling this much pain. Nothing is the same as it used to be. Life is just so hard. You can talk to me if you want to. I'm sure I will understand what you're going through.