No One Understands
i feel like no one understands me. it's hard for me to make friends, even if i tried. i haven't always been this awkward, it has gradually increased throughout the years, and now i have only one close friend that i can talk to. i feel like everyone is against me. i know not that many people are accepting out there, but i'm also a closeted lesbian, and the problem is that i'm completely in love with the only person i'm able to talk to. she doesn't know that i'm a lesbian, but i'm scared that if i tell her, i will lose her and my life will just fall apart. right now, we go to different schools that are 7 hours away from each other and i feel so lonely here. i don't know what to do so i've packed my schedule with a lot of classes so that i would be distracted, but i still feel depressed and lonely..