Lonely.and Sad. People Hate Me So Much.
Hi. I am a 19 years old boy. My childhood was horrible. I always saw problems in my family like my cousin hating me and my family and there was also a financial problem. I never had a good childhood. In my life i have 4 friends only. During school time i had quiet lot of friends but they ignore me because I am not that popular. I dont know why but many say i am boring. I have nothing in my life. But my education qualification is good. I got good result in my Alevel .I am still waiting to get enrolled in an university, But i always feel lonely. I never see anyone coming to my house. Everyday i sit on a chair and watch tv. But i am born with some good qualification. I love to help people. Whenever someone needs help i rush to the scene and help them. Last winter the cold was jeopardizing human health. I by myself knocked on all the door of my society and collected cloths for them . I save their life. I even used to help my x friends. But they became friends only to get my school notes and to help them pass their exam. Otherwise they dont consider me friend. I am frustrated with this life. I wanna be sweet but people for some reason ignore me. I hate it. I need some female friends who will talk with irrespective of my boringness. Is there any friend out there?