Unable To Get OutI can socialize with people but there are very few people I feel comfortable arount. I have no social skills at all and many people don't understand how valuable those are. I can talk to people fairly normally for the most part and have quite a few acquaintances but no real friends. I am so embarrassed of my life that I don't want anyone to find out about it so I don't tell people much about me. Not too mention the fact that when anything the slightest bit awkward happens(which I cause alot) I can't think of anything to do but to fall silent and make up some reason I have to leave.There is one person I felt okay talking too but I don't see him much anymore. Nowadays I just go to college and come back home. I'd love to work but when I go for the job I get very nervous and can't really cope. I've thought about joining something or other but they all have close-knit groups of people and I can't deal with that.
I see other people connect so easily and I don't see how. I can't pick up any social norms. Even online I don't understand how everyone is able to connect so easily. So I just stay distant because I don't want to infringe upon anyone.
That's it, feel free to comment if you have any advice or an opinion to share.