I'm 52 yrs old now and so full of life and live in a beautiful place in the west in the mountains of Arizona. have a good job and co-workers that are good people. Not much family left and what there is is distant. Somehow iv managed to become so isolated and so alone that I have no desire to keep pushing forward. Life just doesnt seem worth much anymore with no-one to share your heart with...7 billion people in the world..and all I want is give my heart to...:(
AwsumLover69 AwsumLover69
51-55, M
2 Responses May 5, 2012

I totally understand how you feel. I am in Georgia and my family is in North Carolina. Often I wonder why I cant find someone that I am compatable with. why I have isolated myself. It just seemed to happen so quickly but i know it has been something that slowly evolved. Still I am alone in a big world with other people like us.

Awww Awsumlover please don't give up. You're right-- there are 7 billion people out there and just know that one of them was specifically created for you. I know at the moment it feels as if you'll be alone forever. I sometimes feel that way too, but you can't give up... Perhaps now is a good time to get in touch with family as well. Who knows, they have probably been wondering how you are doing. In the mean time hang in there, and if you're not quite yet to ask someone out on a date, or reconnect with family, you can always find friends here on EP. I recently joined, and everyone has been pretty nice and welcoming so far. Good luck.