Not Alone But Lonely

there are alot of people around me and i'm always hanging out, and ive been dating but istill feel lonely, i feel like no one understands me i feel like when i need to talk to someone theres no one around i have a few aquintances but no one really close to me its frustrating i am a 29 year old female with cerebral palsy and lupus i also suffer from depression and anxiety and it hurts to know that know one understands me if they do empathize they dont have patience
spiritualvirgo82 spiritualvirgo82
31-35, F
2 Responses May 10, 2012

I totally understand what you are saying because I feel the same way. I do not have family that lives anywhere close to me. There are people at work that I talk to but not that I would really class as friends. I am so tired of this social anxiety and depression holding me back. I go through life wishing I was invisible so that no one will notice me.

I know how you feel, i too have people around me, friends family a boyfriend but i feel very lonely, i guess things arent great between me and my boyfriend, and my friends, well ive read what they privately think of me, i wouln't reccommend it. Its nice to know im not the only one who feels lonely when surrounded by people