I Feel Like I Don't Exist At All.

I feel like people pass me by easily. They don't noice me. I don't know why, they just don't. It's like, if I died tomorrow, I honestly don't know who would show up at my funeral other than my family. I've never had that many friends growing up, and the friends I did have for the most part turned out to not really be my friends at all. I don't have anyone that I can talk to about serious things. I have no one to confide in about my feelings. I'm at a dark place in my life and all I want is just one true friend.
Crissyline Crissyline
18-21, F
5 Responses Jan 6, 2013

We can talk too.. I have been there before.Im also afraid eevery now and then and I'm very conscious of the fact that I'm
not someone who is ggood at socialising.. I got so tired of worrying about that.. Finally I figured out.. I will just do whatever I enjoy and leave my own life.. At least I'm happier that way.. True friends who truly understand will come along. Worry not. =) I'm happier that way and I find it easier on myself and my friends.. As I have less expectation of them..

Crissy, I totally understand.. That's exactly how I feel ...we can be friends for sure. :)

i totally understand you. i feel like you're talking about me.

Don't be lonely! I'll be your friend.

thank you.

Sorry to hear that. it really is difficult when you´re alone. But this doesn´t have to be forever. try to figure out why this is so and find ways to change. Get involved in groups of people similar to you. Meet new people, search inside yourself as to what you might be doing to keep people away... and pray every day for a friend to come along. I´m sure he or she will come when the time is right and you are ready. In the meantime, keep writing and talking to people on the web. Virtual friends are nice too.