Feeling Just Won'T Go Away

Every day I wake up alone. Every night I go to sleep wishing I was in someones arms. I'm in love with a man who doesn't love me and quite frankly, I don't know if he's even capable of love. I see people all around me happy and in love and I wonder what's wrong with me? Why can't I be with someone, anyone? Why does it never work out for me? I'm not ugly, I have a good job, I'm not crazy. I've never been married or had kids. All I want is to find some one I love and who loves me and have a family with them. I want them with this man I love but who doesn't love me. Why can't I just let him go and get over him and be normal like everyone else? I'm so tired of being sad and lonely and I've tried so hard to change it. Maybe it's time I just get use to the idea that I'm suppose to be alone....
girloftheworld girloftheworld
26-30, F
5 Responses Jan 28, 2013

Hey, how are things going, girloftheworld? Did you find your bliss?

Thanks to both of you for replying. I do love myself, I'm just tired of being alone and don't understand why it is so hard for me to have what everyone else seems to get so easy.

Sinbadone's right you know. Learn to love yourself, the rest will fall into place. If you like, message either one of us. We'd be happy to support you.

I think you will fall in love with some one special but not yet first u need to understand that u don't need to fall in love with some one in order to be happy u must fall in love with ur self first in order to be happy if the man u love doesn't care and then why should you

No one is meant to be alone. I'm sorry you've gone through this for what sounds like a long time.
I'm sure there is someone who is just as crazy about you but doesn't know how to approach you.