I'm not lonely yet. might be later. I did a bad thing. I have a lot of problems only one person can deal with, but I think I went to far. haven't made up my mind on what to do if he leaves, really don't wanna start looking for anyone else. no more chances if he decides to stay, but I wouldn't blame him if he left. just gonna slowly sink back into my old ways. no one else can pull me out
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Aug 17, 2014