Lonely Looking For Friends
Well I have been fighting this for over a year now. I was pretty depressed about a year ago, because I thought my job was done. I have put 20 years of my life into this job. I only have a High school deploma, with vocational training. When I started this job 20 years ago I just knew I would be here until I retired. Now I do not know what I will do if I loose this job. I just built a house 6 years ago and do not see any jobs in the area that would support me and my family. The more I think about it the more depressed I get and that makes it hard to keep friends and make friends.
I have a lovely wife, and 17 yo girl, and I beleave this is taking a toll on there lives. I do not want them to be unhappy but I find it hard to see anything good in life. People do not want to be around depressed people and I know that. But it is hard when you know your life would chang so drastically if I lost my job.