im so lonely, i have my family and i love them all so much, but im only 18 and i have no friends. i used to but then i got depressed,i dropped out of school and i can no longer leave my house.all my friends left and now i have no-one. i take tablets every day but i dont know if they are working. i sometimes have good days but not so many.today is not a very good day.i wish i had friends that would understand what i feel like. all my old friends seem so happy. i hope that one day i will be able to make some good friends who wont judge me or be horrible to me.