I Kinda Sound A Lil Like Everyone Else, So Not Like Me.

I am depressed more than people know, but it is not all the time.  I don't know if it is just like a mild version on bi-polar, or w/e.  I will just get hit with this HUGE black cloud that I can't shake.  Everything just kinda makes me sad.  And it's not PMS, I usually just get pissy around that time, lol.  But when this "cloud" comes around is usually when my husband and I get into it.  I mean, I know it's not his fault, and he doesn't know what to say when I am like this, but I still get angry when he doesn't try.  And then I feel really bad about that.  I dunno...  I wish I could fix myself.  I don't want to have to go talk to someone, and it's not all the time, so, I guess I will have to try harder by myself. I know I have my husband, and he would would walk through fire for me, but there are some things he cannot fix...

BamaBabe87 BamaBabe87
22-25, F
1 Response Mar 4, 2010

keep smiling :)<br />