Im At My All Time Low........cant Get Past This

 I just got out of a horrible break up of a 3 yr. relationship, I was dumped, I was lied on to seem like a horrible gf even though I was very good to him . I supported him while he was in the military and he broke up with me right before he came home from being dishcarged. He lied and said I had another guy and wasnt being supprtive of him. He hopped right into a relationship 2 weeks later. It hurts so much, I am trying hard to get past it but he is showing off their relationship on facebook with pictures, saying she is the best thing that ever happened. He introduced me to this girl at his going away party a few months before ,she has smiled in my facee, she added me on fb and aked me for his mailing address while he was away, all the while me and him were together. He acts like he hates me now. His friends and family dislike me now, and it looks like I have been left for the other girl. Everyone is supporting him and happy for him. Even his ex gf before me told him his new gf was a cutie pie and that she was better than me. This makes me feel so low and uglier than the new girl. Im trying not to dwell in this and I know I need to suck it up and move forward but I do not know how. I feel spit on and betrayed in front of a lot of people. And to be honest Im embarrassed. How can I get my self esteem back up and put this in the past? I feel like im worthless
RealMadridBeauty RealMadridBeauty
18-21, F
Aug 2, 2010