I Dunno

I don't like to presume people want to hear me whine, but here it is.

I just dunno sometimes. Sometime when I think about all the things I've missed doing or can't do because of my fears (of people, public places, pretty much everything), all of the chances at happiness that have been taken from me, I just think it might be cool to make up and get hit by a bus or something. I'm not suicidal or anything, I just really don't want to be me anymore. I just feel like I've had enough of this ****, as it were. I wish I could talk about something happy or how I had an awesome day, but I can't. I know there are millions of people who have it worse than me. Hell, most of the people in this group have it worse than me so I won't bore you with why I'm unhappy, I just needed to get this out.
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18-21, M
1 Response Aug 4, 2010

Try this on for size...Remember to treat others the way you wish to be treated. Then start practicing some real deep self-Love. ( From the inside out) You have the Breath of Life and Love inside you - like we all do. Remember to Love, Protect and Share it with & for yourself & others. Also do the same for the Temple it resides in..Tour Body... Once you can do this the universe will forgive your transgressions. Your life will take on better choices. <br />
LOVE & HUGS, livingwell