Help!

I just need help, but I can't tell my parents how I feel. In my previous story told why I am depressed, now I will tell about my depression.

Let's get this out of the way, I'm not emo. Although I feel myself slowly come closer to it. I just am sad all of the time, happiness comes one a blue moon. All of my friends are at school, so summer time is the saddest time of year. My friend who has my cell phone number hardly calls me. I never fell comfortable around girls (or around guys). I have more enemies than friends. I feel so transparent. I've thought of suicide many times before because I feel my life has no meaning. I feel if this keeps up, I'll fall down the path unrighteousness, I'll be addicted to drugs and alcohol, I'll fall into ***********, and I might just kill my self.

p.s. remember I'm 13
smashbro smashbro
18-21
1 Response Aug 4, 2010

me too.