Don't Know What Life Needs From Me :-(

I'm new to this place... but felt really good wen i read the stories written by EP members...

Now here i'm to share about me...

My story goes some where each and every time it makes me difficult 2 smile wid the world... But only one hope still is i'm that committed... The days before he arrived into my life even was not fine, no one understood my feelings, i used cry alone, no one to hear my voice. If at all there was some one then they were not interested to listen. Worst life., wen i feel some thing is going to be good, the things go wrong and hurt me the most. But i was used to it, could handle myself fro all those feelings... BUT now ....

One fine day he came to my life.. Felt i got everything, no more tears alone in room... but dont know is it my fate which doesn't leaves me... He never understands me, at least my old friend on phone can notice that depressed but not him. Its like i'm alone again even though i hav love...  

Dont know what life needs from me... tired of it... Jus want to get out of to all my pains and tears...