Depression....

I Hate This Feeling, The Feeling That You're Always Alone, That No One Cares. Maybe It's True. Maybe I Will die Alone. Maybe No One Truly Does Care. The Last People Who I Thought Truly Cared Won't Even Talk To Me. What's Wrong With Me? Did I Do Something Wrong? I Drive The People That I Truly Love Away... I Wanna Just Die At This Point. It's Not Like Anyone Would Care, Right? I Mean I'm Told On Tumblr How much Of A Waste Of Space And Oxygen I Am. And No One Really Talks To Me, My Parents Abuse Me. I'm Bullied Everywhere I Go. What's The Point In Living Anymore. I Don't See It. I Don't See How Someone Can Be So Happy Anymore. How Someone Can Smile Though We Are Always Being Judged. I Don't Understand How People Hold The Pain In. I'm Alone, I Cut. I Eat, I Purge. 'I'm Fat' People Say So I Stop Eating So I Become Anorexic. People Say 'You're Ugly' So I Put Make Up On , I'm Still Ugly. I Can Never Be Good Enough. I Cry My Self Asleep To The Sound Of My Own Thoughts Of People Saying Things To Me I Just Don't Know What To Do At This Point. I Want To Run. Run Till People Would Think I Was Dead. I Wanna Leave So That I Don't Have To Hear From Anyone. I Wish I Could Just Be In The Arms Of My Boyfriend For Once And Feel His Loving Touch And Hear His Words Telling Me That Everything Will Be Ohkay Cause I Have Him. I Just Want It To Be Me & Him And No One Else. I Want To Leave And Escape Into His Arms. But I Think It's To Late For That!
ChyyJane ChyyJane
18-21, F
1 Response Nov 26, 2012

Same is da case wd me

All We Are Told Is To Stay Strong. How Are You Suposed To Stay Strong Though? It Makes No Since To Me AT All!