Emotional Affair

I believe I'm in an emotional affair. I don't think the person I having it with gets that we're in one. It really messes with my emotions. I want to strangle this person but at same time I like spending time with him. He goes out of his way to spend time with me. He knows I have a boyfriend. I still like my boyfriend. I feel like crap. I keep getting depressed then angry and then nothing and then the whole thing all over again.
On top of all this I've been battling depression for years along with other stuff. I get manic sometimes too.
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22-25, F
Nov 28, 2012