Sooo Much Going On

I have SO MUCH going on right now. My mom died march 2012. She was my best friend in the whole world. And.. i was hers. We were so close! I loved her so much and think about her every day. Me and my sister don't talk. Shes the only family I have left. Me and my boyfriend have to room with someone we find on craigs list.. which I really don't want to live with someone I don't know, but I have no choice. And on top of dealing with all that I have extreme insecurity and depression problems. I was supposed to see a therapist and be put on antidepressants, but we didn't have the money.. and now we really wont.. for a while. I'm stressed, insecure, and depressed! Its so hard to deal with all this. I'm trying to be strong. I have to...I just don't know how much of this I can take.
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Dec 3, 2012