My head hurts.

I haven't slept the last few nights.

One of the things I hoped most for, one of those little glimmers of hope that keep me going, it was dashed today. Utterly shattered on the rocks beyond any hope of repair.

I feel like I'm going to throw up.

Not really sure what to do with myself.

Been up and down that motivational roller coaster several times today. Feeling achy and numb now.

I'm not sure what to do with my self.

I'm not sure how I'm going to move on from here. Or if I can.

I've lost the motivation to even write meaningfully, as you may be able to tell.

And the worst part is no one around me knows how close I am to death.

22-25, F
1 Response Jan 8, 2013

You have to hold on, you can talk to me if you need to talk. I'm hear for you, I will listen. You are never alone here.

Thanks, that's nice to know. I'm not really very good at talking to people, even over the internet. But its nice to know at least some people are reading this and are understanding.

Me neither but we can work on it together. Just an opinion. Its just nice to have someone support you and understand your feelings. Stay strong.