DepressedMy names Amberly and I'm 16.. I have been extremely depressed lately. I know I have depression because my doctors have confirmed it.. when I was quite young actually I have depression, ADHD, and anxiety. I joined this board because I thought maybe I could get advice and relate and not feel so alone. Lately I've been hating myself A LOT I keep thinking about all the things that are horrible about myself and I just can't take it... I dont feel good enough, I feel like people just hate me I feel like im a waste of space a lot, I just get down on myself like I'm not going to get anywhere in life I haven't been doing very well in school, this is my worst year I'm a sophomore and I've never struggled so badly and I'm hating myself for it so much, I feel like I'm never going to be somebody. I just want to make my family and friends proud of me. I feel like people don't understand... for about two years I self harmmed and I would hide it and one of my close guy friends found out and it disgusted him and it made him so mad i just wish people understood this feeling, when I'm upset that's all I want to do is self harm and I know that's not the right thing to do and I haven't done it in quite a while but tonight I had so many thoughts of it and of course I didn't. I'm just a teenage girl trying to not give up and live a happy life.
amberlybh918 16-17, F 0 Jan 27, 2013