First time writing on this site. Sometimes I feel life can be pointless. I been trying to find friends, dating relationship, or try to connect with family and none of the above works out well. At the end, it normally works out people want to take advantage of me. I decided to avoid family as they cause pain in my life including my parents.
Other thing making me down living in a part of a country I don't like. Though I do have plans to move later on this year and move back to my home city once I have enough funds saved.
During the mean time I have been very loony. i have been very depress and all I do is sleep most of the time. Sometimes as much as 12 to 14 hours of day.
I'm very confused with allot of things with my life and wish I had a support system.