I am losing more hope every day. I want to end it, I will admit. It seems I am just a thing that people use for their entertainment. Even my own "friends" will hit me out of nowhere because I freak out and yelp in pain which they find funny. I can't talk to people because the guidance counselors don't keep things confidential, even if you ask them to, and friends always tell one person and then those friends tell other people. I might tell my boyfriend because he also has suicidal thoughts so he would understand. Even if I start crying I can trust him and I am not as scared to show him my weakness. But still, I don't know if that would help. I still just want to end it, all.
tututata2126 tututata2126
18-21, F
1 Response Aug 24, 2014

Don't do it you still have your bf and maybe your parents and you'll be meeting more people in for future I feel the same as you except I really don't have friends and my parents don't really care about not a lot of people do but you still have people and potential so do your best and forget anyone who brings you down I know I sound like any adult but it's true and you got my support and help so try to find happiness