Depressed and OverwhelmedHave battled depression for a long time years in fact as well as dealing with PTSD. I have managed to get to where I am now with a lot of help from some very special people and treatment. Today I feel like **** (sorry) I have had a fight with my daughter she has said some pretty awful things about me which have pushed buttons in me left right and center. I feel guilty for even sharing this with you out there those who are reading this but my feelings are very deep and I feel incredibly despairing.
I don't want to phone anyone cause it is too difficult to explain but the pain I am feeling is pretty full on. I think what makes this all so bad is that I cannot get my mind around the accusations they are not something I can easily use rationality to get to a better place in my head. I guess thats why they are so damaging and a mind f ***. So I really appreciate just being able to put into words somehow how I am feeling right this minute and have the words and feelings accepted by other people out there who are also feeling like crap. Thanks for being there.
cello 51-55, F 2 Responses 0 Oct 17, 2007