I Need To Believe In Me

I am determined to keep my 4.0 consistent in college. Why? So that I can prove to myself that I can be as amazing as I feel that I am. I want other people to feel that I am amazing too. I want them to see that I'm amazing, to trust that I am as intelligent as I know that I am. People may not see it all of the time. I know that sounds like I'm looking for others acceptance...in a way I am. But why am I really doing it? For myself. I want to prove to myself that I'm not worthless, because have had this idea in my head that I am. I need to prove to myself that I'm not. I feel that I can go so far if I just believe in myself. I want to believe in me.
LylaRocks LylaRocks
26-30, F
May 9, 2012