Not Be Choice, By Circumstance

Iv'e become a bit cynical over the years. Probably from being lied to, let down, disappointed and rejected. All these things that happen take a toll on a person's psyche...mine has been left damaged and broken. But Ive come to a realization that I'm not completely ruined, in fact, I'm perfectly broken because my life has been put back together. Like a puzzle, the pieces were there they were just lost and now they're found. And I thank God for that everyday. However, I still don't trust many people and feel the wolves in sheep clothing are lurking around every corner, therefore I'm on guard. I do have a few very good friends that I share time with, but they are like minded and also have come from a similar background. Why am I sharing this with total stranger's? Because I know there are some souls out there that can relate what I am saying, and are also perfectly broken.
Delphinia65 Delphinia65
46-50, F
4 Responses May 23, 2012

You have written my story. The only thing I don't have is the few very good friends :/ I used to but they all just walked out of my life with no care, or even reason. I feel alone and I'm very shy. I just wih I could have someone to talk to. Even of its just one friend. I'd do anything for that

you wrote my story. smile thanks for sharing, I really feel and am the same. just praise the Lord I am still here to tell a story.

*Applauds*, many of us are broken due to the things life throws at us, yet we survive, not everyone manages that!

I'm sure many who had been through this will be extra cautious - just like you. You are not alone in sharing this similar background ...especially on EP. Best wishes.