On Top of Bipolar, Social Anxiety, Etc. Etc.
I don't make it easy to get to know me. It's not that I don't want meaningful relationships; I do, so badly. I just don't know how. I'm socially inept, very shy, insecure. People seem to think I'm weird. I think I always say the wrong things, or I word things strangely, or maybe people just aren't interested in the stuff I talk about. I really don't know. All I know is that I have always felt alone and misunderstood, and I long to be so comfortable with someone that I can share everything with them, and completely be myself, and they'll accept me as is. That's what I want. Does anyone have that or is it just too unrealistic? Is everyone an island, or just weirdos like me?