On Top of Bipolar, Social Anxiety, Etc. Etc.

I don't make it easy to get to know me.  It's not that I don't want meaningful relationships; I do, so badly.  I just don't know how.  I'm socially inept, very shy, insecure.  People seem to think I'm weird.  I think I always say the wrong things, or I word things strangely, or maybe people just aren't interested in the stuff I talk about.  I really don't know.  All I know is that I have always felt alone and misunderstood, and I long to be so comfortable with someone that I can share everything with them, and completely be myself, and they'll accept me as is.  That's what I want.  Does anyone have that or is it just too unrealistic?  Is everyone an island, or just weirdos like me?
eromreven eromreven
32 Responses Nov 18, 2007

Read my story mate !

Everyone is different, but I can't lie, conversation is not my strong point.