Disabled and LonelyI wish I could say that I am one of the disabled people that you see that is so outgoing and go out and enjoy life with friends. It is only a dream for me. I have ms, I am not to the point that I can not walk, but it is getting worse all the time. I do not have the strength to go out for very long periods of time so I stay home the majority of the time. I live alone, I do have my cat to keep me company, and I love him so much but I just wish I had someone to talk to.
I guess I am just a very caring person or so very soft hearted. In the past 6 months, I thought I had made a couple of good friends. I was wrong. I was always taught that friends do for each other. These people were in need of things such as food and every day things that come up and they didn't have the money being on a fixed income. So I wanted to help because they were my friends, but like always, they took all they could get from me and then decided that they wanted no more to do with me.
Being disabled is a tough thing to deal with in everyday life but I have adjusted to it. What I have a problem with is not having anyone who cares in my life and would be a friend to me and not use me for their own gain. Sitting in my apartment day after day is starting to really get to me. I have so much to give yet I can not find someone to share with. All I want in my life it to have someone to talk to and share and have a friend who does not judge me and is there for me and I for them. I am not sure that person exists any more. I guess I will just go on dreaming of friendship and talk to my cat. He loves me for who I am. Sorry, a little bit of depression I guess. Have a great day and God bless!
yoreg 51-55, F 30 Responses 8 Oct 18, 2007