My Grades And My Life

Sometimes, I feel like I'm wasting my life. I sit on facebook or play with my ipod when I'm not supposed too or hibernate in my room, and I want to change my life. It really hurts me knowing that I've been lying my way through life and doing things I'm not supposed to. I'm the only one to blame. I've done this to myself. Nobody knows about this, I have not told anyone but I had to get it off my chest. I can't sleep with mydelf at night. I hide from reality, and my grades. I'm an A-B student, mostly B, but the first time I got a C, I felt like I was hit in the face with a frying pan. That C has stuck with me for 3 years now, and for the first time, I got two C's on a report card, AND my mom called all my teachers to find out what's what because I won't tell her why I'm getting two C's, but it's because I'm not doing my homework. I am so disappointed in myself and I have to change...
LittleLover11222 LittleLover11222
2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

I'm sorry you feel so bad about yourself right now. But A's and B's?! That's REALLY good!! I can understand how getting a C made you feel. But its only two. Make more time to do homework. Maybe you can reward yourself everytime you complete your homework. Like giving yourself extra internet time? If you raise your grades maybe you could do some really special like treat yourself to a present so to speak. If you've been hiding out and don't feel motivated you could be depressed. I would advise maybe talking to somebody so you could be on medication for a while until you feel better. You're VERY smart. Don't let anyone, even yourself, take away your potential because I see so much of it.

hey kid, dont give up. everything will be ok. you still have time to make things right. everyone deserves a second chance and you deffinately could use one, not to be rude though. keep your head up (: