Because I Am Getting Bad Grades
For the first time in my life I am getting bad grades. Not that I am arrogant or anything but I have always found it pretty easy to stay on top, keep up to date with work and done well at the end of it. However, now, at a time when I really need to do well - university - I am not. I am trying harder than I've ever tried before, giving it my absolute best and it doesn't seem to be paying off..
This morning I had a portfolio assessment and my teachers basically said everything I've done is weak. They liked two pieces I produced, that's it. I thought I was on the right track, doing really well with illustration and I was really pleased with my final pieces but the teachers, not so keen. I'm really disappointed as I needed to get at least a 2:1 in order to get a 2:1 overall in my degree, because my marks last term were bad as well. Now I think I'm headed for a third
I feel like dropping out now, I don't know what the point is anymore if I'm trying my hardest and nothing is good enough, and I hate the place I go to uni too so to be stuck here getting into debt, in a place I hate, doing something I'm failing at, seems like a bad idea really....