Not A Good Point In My Life

Sure I've grown as a person since last year, but I have thrown a lot of things down the drain..and I know I could have prevented them if I had tried harder. I don't know what is going on with me and with my life. If my 13 or even 16 year old saw me now..I would be terrified of my future and what I have done.

Fortunately I feel like I still have time to fix it...I think. I just know that I have to focus on my studies and see how much I enjoy working in my profession as a motivator.
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22-25, F
Oct 28, 2012