Husband Or Roommate?
I have to say my husband and I are roommates at this point. we only talk about the everyday trivial things and the rest of the time I sit in my chair wishing and aching for something more..while he watches t.v and acts as if nothing is wrong. How can two people be in a relationship and see and feel things so differently? I can't figure it out.
we have been together for 17 yrs and even though I have tried so many times to talk to him and explain the I am unhappy..he listens with no comment or feedback and before you know it..it's like the talk NEVER happened. Talk about sweeping things under the rug..he has got so much garbage under the rug it's like an elephant in the room..how can you possibly ignore that! yet he does unless I bring it up.
I feel so hurt, angry, unhappy, lonely,neglected, unloved. I am turning into a very resentful person and i don't want to be that way. I wish i didn't care so much, I wish it were in me to just give up..much less painful that way.
Sometimes I sit and my whole body just aches for him to hug me or pay some attention to me and he just walks around the house singing whatever song is in his head at the time..like life is so good...
I am so tired with it all.