Can't Seem To Get Over My ExwifeIt was like a roller-coaster ride in 2006 meeting my ex-wife when I moved out of town. She was everything I
looked for in a woman and I just had to have her. A year later we were married and had our own home and a child
on the way. Then in 2009 things just came crashing down on me, finding out that my ex-wife no longer loved me.
I was devastated. We got divorced and I just lost it. Just the thought of not being able to be with the love of my
life just made me crumble all to pieces. Some say it was a fast move, but I can describe everything in perfect clarity,
she was my everything, still feels like my everything.
Most stories on here only describe a few months gone by after a divorce where they miss their ex, but it's about gone on
two years for me. I've tried everything in the book to forget about her. I've tried hobbies, throwing myself into work, even meeting
up with different women to try to form new relationships. It just won't let me be and it breaks my heart every time I think about
how she's doing. I can't keep stable, feel completely unwanted, and get the impulse just to drive on the interstate and just
get out of dodge for awhile....tried that as well and it didn't work. I ended up traveling up and down the east coast three times
before I'm back where I started. I don't know what to do or where to go from here. I'm just completely unhappy with my life and unable
to cope with almost anything anymore.
So what do you do? What steps do you take when all else fails. I love my ex-wife and I probably always will.
Thank you if you read my story. It's just taken a long tole on me, already thinking of moving yet again. Thankfully I stopped myself from moving and having to start over looking for work yet again.