Life Is Beautiful

i married this man when i was 23 and didnt know anything like alcohol addiction exists and knew people are either good or bad.had no idea about people who show themselves to be good but are actually bad.my husband was addicted to alcohol.abuse of every type was part of my life.all this when i am a well educated professional.after 7 years of hittings n suicidal attempts,i came to my mothers house.started building my life for my twins.after 5 years i am financially stable.he filed for divorce n got it.i feel this is the best time of my life.there is peace in my home.i am doing good.i have a social recognition of my own.my kids are growing up.he has no concern for my kids welfare and i dont even want him to have.they dont miss him.rather sometimes i feel they are missing a man 's role in their life.my "normally "happily married friends sometimes tell me how important it is to have a man in kids life(i lost my father long time back and i dont have a brother).one day when i asked my daughter if she wants to go n visit or live with her father,she said mamma,hannah montana also lives with her father only she doesnt have her mother.so its ok.some kids have only fathers n some only mothers ,some have both.she is 6 yrs.my life is perfect at the moment.touchhwoood!
casper222 casper222
36-40, F
Jul 20, 2010