I Need Someone To Talk To

Just when I think I'm okay (after 2 months of separation) I come to the realization that I'm not. It's not that I'm still madly in love with my ex-wife, it's that I'm still confused about who I was married to for 10 years. I feel as though I was completely manipulated and used. My family was telling me this (when I was still married), but I kept making excuses for my wife. I really loved her, OMG did I love her. But now I'm questioning did she love me? She always claimed she did, but I've been slowly wakening to the fact these past two months that she was using me... to provide a home for her and her daughter. Anyway, I really need to talk to someone. Family is good to a point. I'd love to find a chat room for people who are working through the confusion of separation/divorce. Any advice, suggestions are greatly appreciated.
stillshocked stillshocked
51-55, M
Dec 11, 2012