I'm So Tired...
Tired of trying
Tired of crying
Tired of being put down
Tired of being let down
Tired of struggling to keep up
Tired of struggling to live up
Tired of being picked apart
Tired of being pulled apart
Tired of never being good enough
Tired of having to call your bluff
Tired of always wanting you
Tired of hoping you’ll want me too
Tired of the stupid fights
Tired of the long, teary nights
Tired of always wishing
Tired of your verbal fishing
Tired of taking all the blame
Tired of playing this stupid game
Tired of dreaming of better days
Tired of looking for better ways
I am just so tired of you
So damn tired of not getting through.
I’m tired of giving you my best
Just leave me be, let me get some rest.
This was written a couple of years ago, and those of you who know me also know that I am way past this point in my life, and well on my way to a bright and sunny future. I just wanted to post it in the hopes it may help someone else reach down within themselves and find the strength to strap it on. Hugs.