Dying Inside...

Dying inside....There are people around me, who have just died. I have been told "it happens in three" it happened last year, I lost an Aunt, an uncle, and a Family friend who I had known growing up....Its happening again this year...I lost my cousin a few weeks ago...I lost a very Dear friend next week, Who is next....I want to know, but I am too scared to find out....While people are around me, and I have to find some way to live through it, I am dying on the inside. Its my only way to deal with it all, is to juse die, part of me to die, to escape, or to at least regroup....


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Aug 2, 2010