I Am Dying

I am dying, plain and simple. If this new surgery doesn't work a miracle, I won't be here too much longer.
I won't go into detail, but this has been an enlightening period for me. Someone who said she loved me,
was only interested in getting a ring on her finger so she could peacefully have her baby. When I told her
about my illness, she decided to tell me that the baby wasn't mine. So I am bitter about that, and bitter that
the first thing out of her mouth instead of loving words, was asking about my life insurance. Also I have lost
a few friends, because I wasn't really their friend, I was just a guy they knew that they could have fun with and
that was all. So I have my family, who love me, and a few true friends who support me through thick & thin.
Closeness isn't a name of a friend or family member, it is love that engulfs you through all your times.
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6 Responses May 21, 2012

Let god be with you, you have my prayers that you'll keep living a better and healthier life that you deserve in full! :)

I'm glad you have family and friends to support you. I hope everything will go well with your surgery.

I'm sorry you are ill. I pray you will make a full recovery, and live a long happy life.

My fingers are crossed and my heart is with you.

I wish there were something I could do to help. If you ever want a new ear to listen, or new arms to give you a hug, let me know. I'm going to add you and leave it up to you if you want to add me too. Your stories have touched my heart, and I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

You are in my prayers

I wish you all the best and I'm hoping that the luck will finally look at your way.If that happens and with the knowledge that you have now - you will be very wise.<br />
Good things do happen to nice people.Don't give up.

all people are selfish.It's fact.I also have a problem with expecting too much

Life plays tricks,but there are times where good things start to happen to good people.Never lose hope - it's our biggest strength.