J*st The Normal Days Bull-sh*t

I am dysthymic.

The low self esteem makes it difficult to reach out socially but I know what I deserve and its not this. Not this situation...I will change what I can function to change...like my weight and my hair. My feelings and attitude will be under construction. This is not a disease...it is too close to my character, has infultatred my spirit..this is a lifestyle. So **** (excuse me) but this is just gonna have to be my way and my life.

Devinne Devinne
Sep 12, 2012