I just can't understand

i just can't understand my self..
when i meet new guys I easily get attracted with them
With a simple care they give me I usually interpret it as love
Then in the long run I suffer from envy because those guys are with their partners
I just can't keep from wanting all the good guys that I come to close with.

And another ridiculous fact is that I am afraid of commitments
When somebody expresses his feelings for me I feel so afraid
I don't understand myself...
I don't know who i am
I don't know what to do
I just don't know

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26-30
2 Responses Sep 11, 2012

Sweetie, yur still YOUNG, pleaze dont be so HARD on urself, TRUST me, yull get a HANDLE on thingz €:-]

You are really sensitive and loving, but maybe deep down inside don't feel worthy of others loving you. Sometimes our own mind is our worst enemy. Make yourself respond to other's ex<x>pressions of love in an appreciative way, saying it, giving a hug or kiss, and maybe your mind will begin to follow your actions. Lol.