At my best Im energetic and funny but thats been going away for some time now. Within the last 5 or 6 months I feel like Im walking around in a fogged reality. I either sleep for ridiculous amounts of time or I dont sleep at all for days.
I went for help but was passed around like crazy to many different councellors and eventually gave up. I honestly dont know what happened, I just sort of slipped away. I feel bad for my friends, they try and help but I wont snap out of it: they are my family.
When I slip away I just try and find the good in the situation and sometimes it works. I lift my head up and find something positive to do. When Im at my worst I scare myself.