I'm In deep Depression.

My father has forcely engaged me with  a school teacher who is not like me or my interest a little bit.Whenever I protest, my father goes to leave food and water and starts emotional blackmailing.I'm too much depressed and strongly willing to do something unfair.What do I do?I don't want to marry that boy and even I'm unable to convince my father for that.Also I don't want to make unhappy my father and rest of my family.I also want an idea if the boy himself deny for the marriage.Is there any solution or I do something unsocial with myself?
Swanil Swanil
22-25
May 7, 2012