I Don't Have Friends

I am envious of so many people for having someone to call when they need to talk or go out for a while. I hate that apart from my boyfriend I'm always so alone and every time I call someone they're unavailable. I'm envious of my boyfriend for having a life and constantly going out with his friends when he's my only person. I don't want to tell him though, I'd hate to be that kind of girlfriend. So I just sit here in the dark, alone and miserable.
Vallkyrja Vallkyrja
22-25, F
Nov 5, 2011