I Want I Want I Want and I Want It Now!!!!!!!!

I'm extremely jealous of this one person who just found out she's pregnant with the second kid. She just pissed me off by being all beamy about it. I am in no position to have another one right now. I'm also envious of other people's stability and health. I don't even know if I would ever be in a position to buy a house. My dreams have been shattered by the realization I have much lower limits of what I can accomplish in life because of my health issues.

AnnaLovesCoffee AnnaLovesCoffee
36-40, F
3 Responses Apr 21, 2009

Please message me! - I completely sympathize with you. There is still hope, it's rare, but it exists, you may just be looking for fortune, wealth, physical wholeness in a dark light.

What good does envy do to you? None whatsoever. Once you are more accepting, gentle with (and considerate of) yourself, ways will open up for your personal, health and other problems to be resolved.

I'm sorry about your health issues. I think you are a very courageous lady to be able to admit your envy. It seems that this world could be very unfair sometimes, I wish you health and happiness and if you ever want to talk, message me. :)